Following Halloweenie Sausage Roast & Square Dance #
I notice a couple thought patterns. Relating to Shirzad Chamine's Positive Intelligence book: I judge myself, and when I don't measure up to the expectations I judge, I make myself a victim. I want to do something meaningful with my life. I want to build a body of work that makes a difference beyond just me. I feel I am behind. I have social challenges that I have trouble addressing and I know that holds me back in some sense.
Recognizing self sabotage in judgment and victimhood helps me to move past those draining feelings and try to aim for change.